1 00:00:06,257 --> 00:00:08,465 When you find yourself in crisis, 2 00:00:08,466 --> 00:00:10,843 what is your first response? 3 00:00:10,844 --> 00:00:12,846 Who is the first one you call? 4 00:00:14,265 --> 00:00:16,306 Unit 240, we got a code three. 5 00:00:16,307 --> 00:00:18,434 A 10-year-old male in psychiatric distress, self-harming. 6 00:00:18,435 --> 00:00:20,310 Apartment's on the third floor of a walk-up 7 00:00:20,311 --> 00:00:21,980 on Broadway and Main. 8 00:00:36,662 --> 00:00:38,912 Please, please, please, Finn, stop. 9 00:00:38,913 --> 00:00:40,916 Finn, stop! 10 00:00:43,127 --> 00:00:45,502 Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop. 11 00:00:45,503 --> 00:00:48,505 Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max. 12 00:00:48,506 --> 00:00:50,632 Are you hurt? Fill us in. 13 00:00:50,633 --> 00:00:53,594 No, no, no, no. I was trying to bandage my son Finn. 14 00:00:53,595 --> 00:00:56,638 He was playing, and he broke this vase and cut himself. 15 00:00:56,639 --> 00:00:58,307 And when I tried to take a look, 16 00:00:58,308 --> 00:00:59,725 he locked himself in the bathroom. 17 00:00:59,726 --> 00:01:01,977 The head banging, it's common with autism. 18 00:01:01,978 --> 00:01:04,188 But I don't know what to do. I've tried everything. 19 00:01:04,189 --> 00:01:05,898 I'll grab a stair chair and irons from the brig. 20 00:01:05,899 --> 00:01:07,401 Yeah. 21 00:01:09,653 --> 00:01:12,279 Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic. 22 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:14,740 It sounds like you're hurt. Can I come in and take a look? 23 00:01:14,741 --> 00:01:17,660 He's gonna knock himself out or cause permanent damage. 24 00:01:19,663 --> 00:01:21,705 Finn, please, please, please stop. 25 00:01:21,706 --> 00:01:23,791 Finn, you have to stop. Please. 26 00:01:23,792 --> 00:01:25,877 That's a nice set of Camaros you got. 27 00:01:27,254 --> 00:01:29,171 I drive a pretty good rig. 28 00:01:29,172 --> 00:01:31,341 It's a Chevy, too. 29 00:01:38,349 --> 00:01:40,350 Is he unconscious? 30 00:01:45,773 --> 00:01:48,066 Ah! 31 00:01:54,281 --> 00:01:55,823 Sorry, buddy. 32 00:01:55,824 --> 00:01:58,617 Restraints of protocol. It's required by the law. 33 00:01:58,618 --> 00:02:00,536 Hey, Max? 34 00:02:00,537 --> 00:02:03,372 Can you tell the dad to meet us at Barnes General? 35 00:02:03,373 --> 00:02:05,207 I can take it from here. - Sure. 36 00:02:05,208 --> 00:02:06,710 Yeah. Thanks. 37 00:02:07,878 --> 00:02:09,878 Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 38 00:02:09,879 --> 00:02:15,884 So I know these straps are uncomfy and a little scary, 39 00:02:15,885 --> 00:02:18,720 but think of this ambulance as a roller coaster. 40 00:02:18,721 --> 00:02:21,181 And these straps are like seat belts 41 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:23,225 but for your hands. 42 00:02:23,226 --> 00:02:26,061 They keep us both safe while we ride. 43 00:02:26,062 --> 00:02:27,772 Ready? Yeah? 44 00:02:32,778 --> 00:02:35,279 Want to know what kind of rig were in? 45 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:36,864 You were wrong earlier. 46 00:02:36,865 --> 00:02:39,116 It's not a Chevy, but that's okay. 47 00:02:39,117 --> 00:02:40,826 It's a Ford F-350. 48 00:02:40,827 --> 00:02:43,745 Okay, hotshot. Name as many Chevy models as you can. Go. 49 00:02:43,746 --> 00:02:45,747 Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe. 50 00:02:45,748 --> 00:02:47,749 Bolt. Malibu. - Bro, Van, 51 00:02:47,750 --> 00:02:50,043 where'd you get those shoes? - They were a gift, okay? 52 00:02:50,044 --> 00:02:51,753 No. They fire, man. Can I try them on? 53 00:02:51,754 --> 00:02:53,422 - Heads up. - What you got for us, Katie? 54 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:55,132 Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal. 55 00:02:55,133 --> 00:02:57,092 You got Dr. Wolf and his whole team 56 00:02:57,093 --> 00:02:58,802 out here waiting for you. 57 00:02:58,803 --> 00:03:00,387 Promise not to have too much fun without me? 58 00:03:00,388 --> 00:03:02,931 Can't promise anything. But I can try. 59 00:03:02,932 --> 00:03:04,391 That's all I ask for. 60 00:03:04,392 --> 00:03:07,436 Uh, 10-year-old autistic male Finn Kemp. 61 00:03:07,437 --> 00:03:09,271 A and O times four, vitals stable, 62 00:03:09,272 --> 00:03:11,940 bilateral lacerations on him, uh, 63 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:16,194 because of, uh, broken glass, head injury from head banging. 64 00:03:16,195 --> 00:03:19,781 - Everything okay, Katie? - Oh, yeah. Just a headache. 65 00:03:19,782 --> 00:03:21,658 Blame it on the coffee 66 00:03:21,659 --> 00:03:24,494 or the-- the six back-to-back morning shifts. 67 00:03:24,495 --> 00:03:26,038 - Unit 240. - Copy. 68 00:03:26,039 --> 00:03:28,665 Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf. 69 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:31,168 Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run. 70 00:03:31,169 --> 00:03:33,296 6-year-old female... 71 00:03:45,893 --> 00:03:47,976 So a few bad burns, uh, 72 00:03:47,977 --> 00:03:51,647 staph infection, and a sprained ankle all in the last year. 73 00:03:51,648 --> 00:03:53,690 We've got quite the injury history. 74 00:03:53,691 --> 00:03:55,442 Are you Johnny Knoxville or something? 75 00:03:55,443 --> 00:03:57,736 No, I'm Finn Kemp. 76 00:03:57,737 --> 00:03:59,655 Kids his age, they're always bumping into things 77 00:03:59,656 --> 00:04:01,823 and tripping over each other. 78 00:04:01,824 --> 00:04:04,993 I'm a single dad, so staying on top of things can be hard, huh? 79 00:04:04,994 --> 00:04:06,995 Earlier this year, he had this really bad splinter 80 00:04:06,996 --> 00:04:09,957 for the whole day before I noticed and took it out. 81 00:04:09,958 --> 00:04:13,126 So those sorts of things can happen. 82 00:04:13,127 --> 00:04:15,965 But today was the worst. 83 00:04:17,091 --> 00:04:19,216 Can you point to the face which shows 84 00:04:19,217 --> 00:04:22,094 how much pain you're in? 85 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:24,932 Which one do you feel like? 86 00:04:28,018 --> 00:04:32,521 Yeah, naming feelings isn't really easy for him. 87 00:04:32,522 --> 00:04:34,564 We understand, Mr. Kemp. 88 00:04:34,565 --> 00:04:37,152 Autism is a spectrum. It affects everyone differently. 89 00:04:38,404 --> 00:04:41,071 Uh, Dr. Kinney and Dr. Markus will run some tests 90 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:43,407 to rule out any neurological complications, 91 00:04:43,408 --> 00:04:47,621 but upon first assessment, Finn seems relatively unscathed. 92 00:04:49,790 --> 00:04:52,374 Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn? 93 00:04:52,375 --> 00:04:55,669 Thank you. Thank you. 94 00:04:55,670 --> 00:04:58,338 10-year-old patient repeatedly bangs his head 95 00:04:58,339 --> 00:04:59,965 against the wall? 96 00:04:59,966 --> 00:05:01,967 Do we know if self-harm is a pattern? 97 00:05:01,968 --> 00:05:03,885 Well, the jury's still out, but as of now, 98 00:05:03,886 --> 00:05:06,596 he's just an accident-prone kid. How are you holding up? 99 00:05:06,597 --> 00:05:08,473 What did the police say about your car? 100 00:05:08,474 --> 00:05:10,475 I haven't reported it yet. 101 00:05:10,476 --> 00:05:13,480 Suspicion isn't the same as fact. 102 00:05:15,107 --> 00:05:16,732 What am I going to say? 103 00:05:16,733 --> 00:05:20,277 That I think-- can't prove-- that my patient, 104 00:05:20,278 --> 00:05:22,738 who's also my husband's mistress, 105 00:05:22,739 --> 00:05:25,784 destroyed my car because I said I wouldn't see her anymore? 106 00:05:27,411 --> 00:05:29,077 My car is one thing. 107 00:05:29,078 --> 00:05:32,873 If the whole truth comes out, it could destroy my career. 108 00:05:32,874 --> 00:05:35,584 Maybe I ended things with her too abruptly. 109 00:05:35,585 --> 00:05:37,669 What does Morris say about all this? 110 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:40,297 I haven't told him yet. Without proof, 111 00:05:40,298 --> 00:05:42,841 sharing her information would breach HIPAA since he knows her. 112 00:05:42,842 --> 00:05:45,260 Okay, the same can be said of me, then. 113 00:05:45,261 --> 00:05:48,096 Is that the real reason, or is that just a convenient excuse? 114 00:05:48,097 --> 00:05:50,348 The moment I say anything to him, 115 00:05:50,349 --> 00:05:52,142 it'll open a whole can of worms. 116 00:05:52,143 --> 00:05:54,978 He'll think I've lost my mind for continuing to see her. 117 00:05:54,979 --> 00:05:58,065 No. For now, the doorman's been briefed. 118 00:05:58,066 --> 00:06:00,650 I'm picking Maya up right after school. 119 00:06:00,651 --> 00:06:03,236 This isn't my first rodeo. It's under control. 120 00:06:03,237 --> 00:06:05,864 Remember that patient who followed me home? 121 00:06:05,865 --> 00:06:08,035 Carol, protect yourself. 122 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:12,245 I hear you. 123 00:06:12,246 --> 00:06:14,081 Don't worry. 124 00:06:14,082 --> 00:06:17,418 I'm taking this seriously, I promise. 125 00:06:21,590 --> 00:06:23,799 - Stop! - Hold still for me there, Finn. 126 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:26,176 Can you just-- - S-Should we call for backup? 127 00:06:26,177 --> 00:06:28,970 See if Jacob's around? - We need Jacob for this? 128 00:06:28,971 --> 00:06:30,847 - Or Dana anyway. - You said Jacob. 129 00:06:30,848 --> 00:06:33,058 - You said Jacob. - See? Even our buddy Finn heard you. 130 00:06:33,059 --> 00:06:35,102 You're reading into it more than you should. 131 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:37,229 But let's table this for now and focus on our patient. 132 00:06:37,230 --> 00:06:41,358 Oh. Sorry, bud. I was distracting the talent. That was my bad. 133 00:06:41,359 --> 00:06:44,194 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay, it's okay. 134 00:06:44,195 --> 00:06:46,488 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay. Hey, how about this? 135 00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:48,323 Look. While I fix your I.V., 136 00:06:48,324 --> 00:06:51,243 you can push as many buttons as you want. 137 00:06:51,244 --> 00:06:52,913 You want to try it? 138 00:07:00,170 --> 00:07:03,089 All right, Finn, let's try the other arm, yeah? 139 00:07:14,685 --> 00:07:17,018 Wait, you didn't feel that? 140 00:07:17,019 --> 00:07:20,147 - Feel what? - The I.V.? Finn's pain? 141 00:07:20,148 --> 00:07:21,232 No. 142 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:29,072 Tired of me yet? We're a bit short staffed today. 143 00:07:29,073 --> 00:07:32,367 40s, male, Jim Lang, A and O times four, 144 00:07:32,368 --> 00:07:33,785 uh, found unconscious. 145 00:07:33,786 --> 00:07:35,370 Uh, how long was he unconscious? 146 00:07:35,371 --> 00:07:37,330 Reportedly under two minutes. 147 00:07:37,331 --> 00:07:39,291 He didn't want to come in, but his wife insisted. 148 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:42,296 We got another call, but he can fill you in on the rest. 149 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:47,050 Katie! Katie! 150 00:07:48,594 --> 00:07:49,885 Is she breathing? 151 00:07:49,886 --> 00:07:51,970 Hey, can you get someone help now, please? 152 00:07:51,971 --> 00:07:53,263 - Katie! Katie! - Nurse! Prep a crash cart! 153 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,723 We need a set of vitals. 154 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:56,977 Clear back. Clear back. Give her some room here. 155 00:08:00,230 --> 00:08:01,521 {\an8}Well, you know the drill, Katie. 156 00:08:01,522 --> 00:08:03,190 {\an8}Rate your pain 1 through 10. - 2. 157 00:08:03,191 --> 00:08:06,234 {\an8}Okay, while admirable and useful in the field, 158 00:08:06,235 --> 00:08:08,195 {\an8}stoicism is no good here. 159 00:08:08,196 --> 00:08:10,697 {\an8}I'm fine. I didn't eat before work. 160 00:08:10,698 --> 00:08:13,408 {\an8}Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation 161 00:08:13,409 --> 00:08:15,368 {\an8}and a splash of dehydration, 162 00:08:15,369 --> 00:08:17,329 {\an8}you get a syncope cocktail. It's a rookie mistake. 163 00:08:17,330 --> 00:08:19,164 {\an8}Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis, 164 00:08:19,165 --> 00:08:20,832 {\an8}except for the fact that I noticed your winces 165 00:08:20,833 --> 00:08:22,125 {\an8}were more pronounced this morning. 166 00:08:22,126 --> 00:08:23,710 {\an8}Why are you tracking my winces? 167 00:08:23,711 --> 00:08:25,337 {\an8}Uh, I'm not tracking them. 168 00:08:25,338 --> 00:08:27,255 {\an8}But you may have heard that I have difficulty 169 00:08:27,256 --> 00:08:31,426 {\an8}recognizing faces, so I hone in on features or expressions, 170 00:08:31,427 --> 00:08:33,470 {\an8}or in your case, winces. 171 00:08:33,471 --> 00:08:35,096 {\an8}So that's enough to admit me? 172 00:08:35,097 --> 00:08:36,932 {\an8}I have a sense there's something else going on here. 173 00:08:36,933 --> 00:08:39,434 {\an8}In our field, it's very easy to neglect your own needs 174 00:08:39,435 --> 00:08:41,770 {\an8}because you are so busy taking care of other people. 175 00:08:41,771 --> 00:08:43,521 {\an8}But let us take care of you, 176 00:08:43,522 --> 00:08:45,732 {\an8}just this once, to make sure there's nothing else going on. 177 00:08:45,733 --> 00:08:47,442 {\an8}Can I at least get some of those ice chips 178 00:08:47,443 --> 00:08:50,403 {\an8}and those PB cups you give your favorite patients while I wait? 179 00:08:50,404 --> 00:08:52,113 {\an8}I will even throw in 180 00:08:52,114 --> 00:08:53,657 {\an8}a chocolate chip cookie. 181 00:08:53,658 --> 00:08:55,492 In the meantime, Dana will get a CBC, 182 00:08:55,493 --> 00:08:59,079 {\an8}CMP, and CT-- the basics-- and I'll check back. 183 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:00,707 {\an8}Mm. 184 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:04,459 {\an8}Uh, what are you doing? 185 00:09:04,460 --> 00:09:07,921 {\an8}God, he was so sweet and earnest, 186 00:09:07,922 --> 00:09:10,131 {\an8}didn't have the heart to tell him I was leaving. 187 00:09:10,132 --> 00:09:11,758 {\an8}I cleared the concussion checklist. 188 00:09:11,759 --> 00:09:13,969 {\an8}I'm not staying for your CT scan. 189 00:09:13,970 --> 00:09:15,971 {\an8}And then die of an epidural hematoma? 190 00:09:15,972 --> 00:09:17,847 {\an8}That's not happening on my watch. 191 00:09:17,848 --> 00:09:20,141 {\an8}I know you're just doing your due diligence. 192 00:09:20,142 --> 00:09:23,478 {\an8}I'm good. I know what a really bad fall looks like. 193 00:09:23,479 --> 00:09:24,938 {\an8}Then you also know that 194 00:09:24,939 --> 00:09:26,606 {\an8}the cost of being wrong isn't worth it. 195 00:09:26,607 --> 00:09:28,316 {\an8}The only cost I'm worried about 196 00:09:28,317 --> 00:09:30,151 {\an8}is the pricey hospital bill you're trying to stick me with. 197 00:09:30,152 --> 00:09:32,237 {\an8}Don't paramedics have good insurance? 198 00:09:32,238 --> 00:09:35,073 {\an8}Even if you leave against medical advice, 199 00:09:35,074 --> 00:09:37,411 {\an8}I care what happens to you. 200 00:09:38,787 --> 00:09:41,288 {\an8}You're not just a number here, I swear. 201 00:09:41,289 --> 00:09:45,458 {\an8}Patient number 026794. 202 00:09:45,459 --> 00:09:48,003 {\an8}Come on, Dana, I'm, like, literally a number. 203 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:49,963 {\an8}Look, just save the hospital bed for someone 204 00:09:49,964 --> 00:09:51,881 {\an8}who actually needs it. 205 00:09:51,882 --> 00:09:54,928 {\an8}My partner will monitor me 24/7. 206 00:09:56,430 --> 00:09:58,388 {\an8}Pinky promise. 207 00:09:58,389 --> 00:10:00,974 {\an8}Fine. On one condition. 208 00:10:00,975 --> 00:10:04,853 {\an8}You accept a liter of LR on the house. 209 00:10:04,854 --> 00:10:09,276 {\an8}Just rest up for a few hours, okay? 210 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:13,278 {\an8}This is an Axonal Flare Test, Mr. Kemp. 211 00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:15,572 {\an8}It assesses the function of small nerve fibers. 212 00:10:15,573 --> 00:10:17,032 {\an8}Only take a few seconds to see 213 00:10:17,033 --> 00:10:18,867 {\an8}if there's a reaction to the histamine. 214 00:10:18,868 --> 00:10:21,328 {\an8}You're saying there's something wrong with Finn's nerves? 215 00:10:21,329 --> 00:10:23,204 {\an8}We've been doing some research, 216 00:10:23,205 --> 00:10:26,333 {\an8}and Finn might have a rare genetic disorder. 217 00:10:26,334 --> 00:10:27,709 {\an8}It's just a theory. 218 00:10:27,710 --> 00:10:29,628 {\an8}But this test could give us answers. 219 00:10:40,515 --> 00:10:43,141 {\an8}Well, it's the same. Same is good, right? 220 00:10:43,142 --> 00:10:46,061 {\an8}In this case, a negative reaction is to be expected 221 00:10:46,062 --> 00:10:48,565 {\an8}with patients with CIPA. 222 00:10:50,359 --> 00:10:53,902 {\an8}Congenital insensitivity to pain. 223 00:10:53,903 --> 00:10:57,114 {\an8}It means that Finn can't feel pain. 224 00:11:00,577 --> 00:11:04,621 {\an8}So all those times he was hurt, he couldn't even feel it. 225 00:11:04,622 --> 00:11:07,082 {\an8}He didn't know. 226 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:09,167 {\an8}How did I miss this? I'm his father. 227 00:11:09,168 --> 00:11:11,503 {\an8}There are less than 100 cases of CIPA in the U.S. 228 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:15,256 {\an8}Finn's symptoms might have been falsely attributed to autism. 229 00:11:15,257 --> 00:11:18,927 {\an8}Can you give us a moment, please? 230 00:11:18,928 --> 00:11:21,181 {\an8}Of course. 231 00:11:23,558 --> 00:11:25,850 {\an8}Tough diagnosis to give, even harder one to uncover. 232 00:11:25,851 --> 00:11:27,894 {\an8}What made you think of CIPA? 233 00:11:27,895 --> 00:11:29,938 {\an8}Because of you. 234 00:11:29,939 --> 00:11:32,232 {\an8}When Finn ripped his I.V. out, even I flinched. 235 00:11:32,233 --> 00:11:34,067 {\an8}You were able to bandage him up 236 00:11:34,068 --> 00:11:36,111 {\an8}and start a new I.V. without missing a beat. 237 00:11:36,112 --> 00:11:38,154 {\an8}With your Mirror-Touch, you didn't feel it, 238 00:11:38,155 --> 00:11:40,949 {\an8}which might have meant... - Finn didn't feel it, either. 239 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:43,827 {\an8}Wow. You're so impressive, E. 240 00:11:43,828 --> 00:11:46,621 {\an8}My next mystery is to uncover 241 00:11:46,622 --> 00:11:51,126 {\an8}how you've hidden a stim-toy obsession from me all this time. 242 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:53,505 {\an8}What other secrets are you hiding, Van? 243 00:11:56,007 --> 00:11:59,300 {\an8}Okay. Help me out here. I need a distraction. 244 00:11:59,301 --> 00:12:01,970 {\an8}Remember my friend I was telling you about, the chiropractor? 245 00:12:01,971 --> 00:12:07,602 {\an8}Well, turns out he's newly single. 246 00:12:11,565 --> 00:12:13,440 {\an8}- Don't do that. - I'm on deck for surgery. 247 00:12:13,441 --> 00:12:15,066 {\an8}No, don't do that. 248 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:17,819 {\an8}Stop trying to set me up with your weird friends. 249 00:12:17,820 --> 00:12:20,574 {\an8}Nichols, I don't quit easily! 250 00:12:22,701 --> 00:12:24,159 {\an8}Oh. 251 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:26,995 {\an8}Uh, Carol just offered to set me up with someone. 252 00:12:26,996 --> 00:12:28,830 {\an8}- My Carol? - Mm. 253 00:12:28,831 --> 00:12:31,291 {\an8}she's literally never tried to set me up with her friends. 254 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:33,793 {\an8}Wait, did you want to be set up with Carol's friend? 255 00:12:33,794 --> 00:12:35,420 {\an8}I did not, but I am curious. 256 00:12:35,421 --> 00:12:37,714 {\an8}Have you not told Carol about us? It's no issue. 257 00:12:37,715 --> 00:12:40,049 {\an8}Just dating, if that's what we're doing, is a secret, 258 00:12:40,050 --> 00:12:42,385 I want to be privy to that. - It's not that. 259 00:12:42,386 --> 00:12:45,555 But if I tell Carol, then it becomes a thing. 260 00:12:45,556 --> 00:12:48,516 - So we're not a thing? - No, we're not not a thing. 261 00:12:48,517 --> 00:12:51,394 But Carol likes to psychologize my dating decisions. 262 00:12:51,395 --> 00:12:53,897 There will be follow-up questions. 263 00:12:53,898 --> 00:12:56,691 - So many. - Without reason, I'm sure. 264 00:12:56,692 --> 00:12:59,694 - Do you want me to tell Carol? - Honestly, I assumed you did. 265 00:12:59,695 --> 00:13:01,237 I mean, I didn't think you two 266 00:13:01,238 --> 00:13:03,281 were capable of keeping secrets like that, 267 00:13:03,282 --> 00:13:06,201 especially considering that your mom knows more than her. 268 00:13:06,202 --> 00:13:09,330 I'm fine either way. I gotta go scrub in. 269 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:19,589 Did the fumigators come early? 270 00:13:19,590 --> 00:13:22,926 It's Drakkar Noir. It's too much? 271 00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:26,429 No. You know it's not too late to come out with me tonight. 272 00:13:26,430 --> 00:13:29,140 Carol, he's just a little late. 273 00:13:29,141 --> 00:13:31,978 A little late was two hours ago. 274 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:36,439 You think Billy stood me up? 275 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:38,566 Even if he did, I never liked him anyway. 276 00:13:38,567 --> 00:13:40,485 New York City is full of Billys. 277 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:43,614 You're coming out with me tonight. I'll be your wingwoman. 278 00:13:45,450 --> 00:13:49,118 Uh, don't worry about me. Just go have fun. 279 00:13:49,119 --> 00:13:51,120 Maybe I'll catch up with you later? 280 00:13:51,121 --> 00:13:52,789 Okay. Suit yourself. 281 00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:54,582 ♪ Where my girls at? ♪ 282 00:13:54,583 --> 00:13:56,584 ♪ From the front to back, well, is you feelin' that? ♪ 283 00:13:56,585 --> 00:13:59,337 ♪ Put one hand up, can you repeat that? ♪ 284 00:13:59,338 --> 00:14:01,548 ♪ Tryna take my man, see, I don't need that ♪ 285 00:14:01,549 --> 00:14:04,761 ♪ So don't play yourself, where my girls at? ♪ 286 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:11,601 Dr. Bowen, call 331. Dr. Bowen, 331. 287 00:14:27,993 --> 00:14:30,159 Katie? Look at me. Look at me. 288 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:31,786 There's no time! 289 00:14:31,787 --> 00:14:33,997 Katie, it's okay. Here, we're gonna set you down. 290 00:14:33,998 --> 00:14:36,040 Sit you down. Here. - No! Gunshot wound. 291 00:14:36,041 --> 00:14:37,625 - Need to stabilize. - It's okay, I got you. 292 00:14:37,626 --> 00:14:39,335 It's okay. No, no, it's okay. She's delirious. 293 00:14:39,336 --> 00:14:41,838 What did the CT show? - She refused the scan. 294 00:14:41,839 --> 00:14:44,799 I tried to fight her on it, but she cleared protocol. It was her call. 295 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:47,302 You're the only one responsible for that call, Doctor. 296 00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:50,682 It's okay. Katie. Breathe with me. 297 00:14:56,605 --> 00:14:57,645 I guess I should have listened to Dr. Dang 298 00:14:57,646 --> 00:14:59,480 about that CT scan. 299 00:14:59,481 --> 00:15:01,482 You're not gonna hold it against her, are you? 300 00:15:01,483 --> 00:15:04,110 My stubbornness shouldn't get anyone else in trouble but me. 301 00:15:04,111 --> 00:15:06,362 It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang. 302 00:15:06,363 --> 00:15:08,364 And while you may be a stubborn patient, 303 00:15:08,365 --> 00:15:12,744 luckily I am a very stubborn doctor... with some good news. 304 00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:14,495 Uh, your CT scan is normal, 305 00:15:14,496 --> 00:15:16,247 so no sign of head trauma from the fall. 306 00:15:16,248 --> 00:15:19,336 So I was right. I'm fine. 307 00:15:20,754 --> 00:15:22,670 Well, if it isn't a bleed, then what's going on? 308 00:15:22,671 --> 00:15:24,672 We're still waiting for results from your spinal tap, 309 00:15:24,673 --> 00:15:27,342 but your white blood cell count is up to 25k. 310 00:15:27,343 --> 00:15:31,346 So I've started you on vancomycin and ceftriaxone. 311 00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:33,598 I have an infection. 312 00:15:33,599 --> 00:15:36,851 It's very possible that you were exposed to some pathogen 313 00:15:36,852 --> 00:15:38,519 through your job. 314 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:40,271 We have to rule out all possibilities. 315 00:15:40,272 --> 00:15:42,106 The ambulance is a thunderdome 316 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:43,941 of infectious diseases. 317 00:15:43,942 --> 00:15:46,987 Tell me everything. Spare no detail. 318 00:15:49,157 --> 00:15:50,865 I'm on the road by 0500. 319 00:15:50,866 --> 00:15:53,451 First stop-- West Bronx for three-car pileup. 320 00:15:53,452 --> 00:15:56,454 There was a motorcyclist. I know you're one of them, 321 00:15:56,455 --> 00:15:58,831 but this one, he wasn't wearing a helmet. 322 00:15:58,832 --> 00:16:01,918 He was D.O.A. - Whoa, that's an awful shock of adrenaline in the morning. 323 00:16:01,919 --> 00:16:04,837 Next up, intoxicated female who refuses to comply. 324 00:16:04,838 --> 00:16:07,548 Has a history of drug use, so I tried to save her sedation, 325 00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:09,759 but maybe that was a mistake. - Aah! 326 00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:12,762 - She's a frequent flier. - When you say frequent flier... 327 00:16:12,763 --> 00:16:14,722 Ugh! 328 00:16:14,723 --> 00:16:17,350 Let's save the questions for the end. - Okay. 329 00:16:17,351 --> 00:16:19,602 Someone's grandpa... 330 00:16:19,603 --> 00:16:20,561 Ugh! 331 00:16:20,562 --> 00:16:23,356 ...who we thought had the flu. 332 00:16:23,357 --> 00:16:26,025 I end my day with Lucia, 333 00:16:26,026 --> 00:16:29,612 a 14-year-old female who just came out to her parents. 334 00:16:29,613 --> 00:16:32,073 She attempted suicide when they rejected her. 335 00:16:32,074 --> 00:16:34,828 I get a lot of these. 336 00:16:35,620 --> 00:16:39,789 I tell her that she's not alone, even when it feels like it, 337 00:16:39,790 --> 00:16:43,626 and that I, too, was scared to tell my parents. 338 00:16:43,627 --> 00:16:46,295 But one day it's going to be okay. 339 00:16:46,296 --> 00:16:49,132 It takes a lot of resilience to do what you do. 340 00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:50,800 Right back at you. 341 00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:53,261 Most of my patients end up at hospitals like Bronx General. 342 00:16:53,262 --> 00:16:56,347 But it's different when you're a first responder on the front line. 343 00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:59,308 At the end of the day, the comedown must be brutal. 344 00:16:59,309 --> 00:17:01,936 There's no comedown if you never stop. 345 00:17:01,937 --> 00:17:05,690 You're febrile-- 102.5-- even with the antibiotics. 346 00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:08,109 The spinal fluid results are back. 347 00:17:08,110 --> 00:17:10,236 It's meningitis. - The headaches, 348 00:17:10,237 --> 00:17:12,155 the fever, it all makes sense. 349 00:17:12,156 --> 00:17:14,240 I don't think grandpa had the flu. 350 00:17:14,241 --> 00:17:17,577 Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours. 351 00:17:17,578 --> 00:17:19,662 Katie, that story is not yours. 352 00:17:19,663 --> 00:17:22,583 Now that we know why you're sick, we can fight it head-on. 353 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,301 Is my son gonna be okay? 354 00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:37,388 CIPA isn't terminal, but I will be honest-- 355 00:17:37,389 --> 00:17:40,141 few survive past the age of 25. 356 00:17:40,142 --> 00:17:42,852 The older they get, the less vigilant they become. 357 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,104 I want to set weekly appointments 358 00:17:45,105 --> 00:17:46,689 for Finn to monitor his health 359 00:17:46,690 --> 00:17:49,776 and help him understand his condition. 360 00:17:49,777 --> 00:17:52,821 Let's do everything we can to keep him safe. 361 00:18:05,794 --> 00:18:07,460 Hey, Mr. Kemp? 362 00:18:07,461 --> 00:18:11,756 Uh, I just wanted to tell you, I have a son, too. 363 00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:14,717 When I'm with him, every other word out of my mouth is "careful." 364 00:18:14,718 --> 00:18:17,762 You came to the right place. Finn's in good hands. 365 00:18:17,763 --> 00:18:19,096 Thank you. 366 00:18:19,097 --> 00:18:20,932 Hey, Dad! 367 00:18:20,933 --> 00:18:24,101 Doctor Kinney said they have Popsicles downstairs. 368 00:18:24,102 --> 00:18:25,686 Can we go? 369 00:18:25,687 --> 00:18:28,566 - Yeah. - It's just to the left. 370 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:32,819 I don't know how parents do it. 371 00:18:32,820 --> 00:18:34,612 A lifetime of stress over a human 372 00:18:34,613 --> 00:18:36,614 completely outside of your control. 373 00:18:36,615 --> 00:18:38,825 Can you imagine? No, thanks. 374 00:18:38,826 --> 00:18:40,952 Y-You don't want kids? 375 00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:43,287 No. I never have. 376 00:18:43,288 --> 00:18:45,665 Just not for me. 377 00:18:45,666 --> 00:18:47,959 We still on for tomorrow night? 378 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,044 Uh, yeah. Yeah. 379 00:18:50,045 --> 00:18:51,839 Mm-hmm. 380 00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:56,384 Come on! 381 00:18:56,385 --> 00:18:58,554 Allow me. 382 00:19:00,890 --> 00:19:02,890 Thank you. 383 00:19:02,891 --> 00:19:05,726 I'm sort of... 384 00:19:05,727 --> 00:19:08,229 dating Josh. 385 00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:09,732 Oh. 386 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:16,863 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 387 00:19:16,864 --> 00:19:20,241 That's it? No more questions or thoughts or concerns? 388 00:19:20,242 --> 00:19:22,785 Where's the usual interrogation? 389 00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:24,453 Not in the mood. 390 00:19:24,454 --> 00:19:26,998 Just be careful, Wolf. 391 00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:30,459 You two work together, and if things implode, 392 00:19:30,460 --> 00:19:32,253 there's no escape hatch. 393 00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:34,088 So... 394 00:19:34,089 --> 00:19:35,883 Thanks for the candy bar. 395 00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:40,261 Plot twist-- I met a guy. 396 00:19:40,262 --> 00:19:42,680 His name is Morris. 397 00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:46,142 He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad. 398 00:19:46,143 --> 00:19:49,022 Ollie? You home? 399 00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:54,943 Wolf? 400 00:19:56,654 --> 00:19:58,196 No. No. 401 00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:04,579 Ollie? 402 00:20:07,582 --> 00:20:10,291 Get it out, Ollie. 403 00:20:10,292 --> 00:20:12,210 That's it. That's it. 404 00:20:16,633 --> 00:20:19,967 Carol, I don't feel so good. 405 00:20:19,968 --> 00:20:23,679 That's nothing compared to what I'm going to do to you tomorrow. 406 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:26,182 Mm. I'm so tomorrow. 407 00:20:26,183 --> 00:20:29,604 Please don't be Carol at me. 408 00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:34,190 Don't you ever do something like that again. 409 00:20:34,191 --> 00:20:35,608 Okay? 410 00:20:35,609 --> 00:20:38,319 Her MAP is less than 50. 411 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:41,364 We've bolused two liters of LR, and she's still not responding. 412 00:20:41,365 --> 00:20:43,699 Katie? 413 00:20:43,700 --> 00:20:47,328 - That's why the lights are off. - Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity. 414 00:20:47,329 --> 00:20:50,498 Her meningitis is worsening. She's not responding to antibiotics. 415 00:20:50,499 --> 00:20:54,044 Katie, we're here. Just take a breath. 416 00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:58,214 It hurts to breathe. 417 00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:00,466 She's developing pulmonary edema from the fluids. 418 00:21:00,467 --> 00:21:03,010 We need to switch to pressors. - I'll go get the norepinephrine. 419 00:21:03,011 --> 00:21:05,680 - Katie's in septic shock. - We did everything right. 420 00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:08,683 If the antibiotics don't work... - You know the answer to that. 421 00:21:08,684 --> 00:21:11,771 The lifesaving question is, why? 422 00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:19,068 Gram-positive rods. 423 00:21:19,069 --> 00:21:21,696 Her meningitis was caused by listeria? 424 00:21:21,697 --> 00:21:24,198 But we never cover listeria for patients like Katie, 425 00:21:24,199 --> 00:21:26,450 other than an on-duty injury here and there. 426 00:21:26,451 --> 00:21:27,952 She's young, healthy. 427 00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:29,537 Yeah, I've never seen anyone with her history 428 00:21:29,538 --> 00:21:30,579 get so sick from listeria. 429 00:21:30,580 --> 00:21:32,081 It's incredibly rare. 430 00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:33,624 While I get her on ampicillin, I need you two 431 00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,543 to solve the real mystery. 432 00:21:35,544 --> 00:21:37,670 Why is Katie dying from an infection 433 00:21:37,671 --> 00:21:41,507 that only kills the elderly or immunocompromised? 434 00:21:41,508 --> 00:21:44,804 Whoo! 435 00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:55,479 - What are you doing here? - I really needed to talk. 436 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,648 You're the only one who can help me. 437 00:21:57,649 --> 00:22:00,526 Alison, no. You know this is messy. 438 00:22:00,527 --> 00:22:02,737 I cannot help you. 439 00:22:02,738 --> 00:22:06,157 And I've already referred you to a number of other psychiatrists. 440 00:22:06,158 --> 00:22:07,992 You're just wrong. 441 00:22:07,993 --> 00:22:11,829 You're the only one who gets how hurt I am. 442 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:15,166 I know it. You're hurting, too. 443 00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:17,543 Morris did this to both of us. 444 00:22:17,544 --> 00:22:21,922 Alison, get yourself some help, please. 445 00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:24,925 Do you get off on me needing you? 446 00:22:24,926 --> 00:22:28,179 I thought the car thing would have gotten your attention, 447 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:32,558 but apparently, you need to play hard to get, unlike Morris. 448 00:22:32,559 --> 00:22:35,853 Whatever happened between you and my husband 449 00:22:35,854 --> 00:22:38,606 has nothing to do with me. 450 00:22:38,607 --> 00:22:40,775 He told me you sleep in separate bedrooms, 451 00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:43,236 that you haven't touched him in months. 452 00:22:51,162 --> 00:22:55,289 If you ever come within 100 yards of Maya again, 453 00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:58,459 I will call the police. 454 00:22:58,460 --> 00:23:00,379 Why haven't you? 455 00:23:01,089 --> 00:23:02,963 Is it because you knew that Morris and I 456 00:23:02,964 --> 00:23:06,717 were sleeping together before you stopped treating me? 457 00:23:06,718 --> 00:23:08,803 Don't push me, Dr. Pierce. 458 00:23:08,804 --> 00:23:12,307 One call, I could ruin you. 459 00:23:15,311 --> 00:23:17,394 Mom? 460 00:23:17,395 --> 00:23:19,063 - Hey, baby. - Hey! 461 00:23:19,064 --> 00:23:20,189 Why are you here? 462 00:23:20,190 --> 00:23:22,358 And why was Alison with you? 463 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:24,110 How do you know her? 464 00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:26,739 I had lunch with her and dad when I met him at work once. 465 00:23:28,699 --> 00:23:32,785 Is it, uh, always this humid in here? 466 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:35,915 Take it up with the ferns. 467 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:40,000 Oh. Okay. 468 00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:43,295 - You will be happy to know... - Hmm? 469 00:23:43,296 --> 00:23:45,049 ...I told Carol. 470 00:23:46,926 --> 00:23:49,426 You look surprised. 471 00:23:49,427 --> 00:23:51,305 Frankly, yes. 472 00:23:52,265 --> 00:23:53,806 How'd it go? 473 00:23:53,807 --> 00:23:56,644 She told me to be careful. 474 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,022 Of me? 475 00:24:02,483 --> 00:24:04,110 Of myself. 476 00:24:05,444 --> 00:24:09,530 I mean, Carol's seen me on some of my worst days-- 477 00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:12,616 every broken heart, every bad date. 478 00:24:12,617 --> 00:24:15,536 It's been a while since I've been in 479 00:24:15,537 --> 00:24:17,248 a proper... 480 00:24:18,916 --> 00:24:21,709 ...relationship. 481 00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:24,128 I get it. 482 00:24:24,129 --> 00:24:27,548 Every relationship I've been in was a rush. 483 00:24:27,549 --> 00:24:29,633 I don't need this one to be, too. 484 00:24:29,634 --> 00:24:32,179 Well, let's not ruminate on the past. 485 00:24:36,559 --> 00:24:39,393 So... 486 00:24:39,394 --> 00:24:42,313 last night was really scary. 487 00:24:42,314 --> 00:24:43,772 Do we have to do this, Carol? 488 00:24:43,773 --> 00:24:47,776 Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks. 489 00:24:47,777 --> 00:24:50,571 But you just met Billy. Was he really worth 490 00:24:50,572 --> 00:24:53,201 drinking all our good vodka? 491 00:24:54,535 --> 00:24:56,869 He struck a nerve. 492 00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:59,246 I know it wasn't my dad's fault, 493 00:24:59,247 --> 00:25:04,418 but when someone promises to come back and they don't, 494 00:25:04,419 --> 00:25:07,129 that pain still follows me. 495 00:25:07,130 --> 00:25:11,926 Sometimes it hurts so bad I can't breathe. 496 00:25:11,927 --> 00:25:15,097 Whenever I'm alone for too long, I... 497 00:25:16,974 --> 00:25:18,891 The bad thoughts start to creep back in. 498 00:25:18,892 --> 00:25:21,310 And it scares me. 499 00:25:21,311 --> 00:25:23,312 And when that happens, 500 00:25:23,313 --> 00:25:26,275 I don't want to feel anything at all. 501 00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:32,112 Numbing the pain can feel good in the moment. 502 00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:38,120 But if I didn't come home, you could have... 503 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:45,834 When you hurt yourself, you hurt the people who love you, too. 504 00:25:45,835 --> 00:25:49,380 Your dad raised an amazing person, wolf. 505 00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:51,548 My favorite person. 506 00:25:51,549 --> 00:25:54,135 I wish he was here to see it. 507 00:26:05,356 --> 00:26:07,147 Katie basically lives on the rig. 508 00:26:07,148 --> 00:26:09,777 Figured it'd be worth checking it out. 509 00:26:11,070 --> 00:26:13,028 I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash. 510 00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:15,239 This is pretty outside the box, even for me. 511 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,992 The ampicillin is working, but why is she immunocompromised? 512 00:26:17,993 --> 00:26:19,952 Let's say the tank was leaking. 513 00:26:19,953 --> 00:26:22,329 Could hyperoxia impact immunity? 514 00:26:22,330 --> 00:26:25,542 Tanks are full. There's nothing out of the ordinary. 515 00:26:29,755 --> 00:26:31,380 Check this out. 516 00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:33,007 What is a prescription pad doing 517 00:26:33,008 --> 00:26:34,633 inside a paramedic's ambulance? 518 00:26:34,634 --> 00:26:36,176 Hand it over. 519 00:26:36,177 --> 00:26:38,679 Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid. 520 00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,222 If you shoot over the grooves... 521 00:26:40,223 --> 00:26:43,600 You can see what was prescribed. 522 00:26:43,601 --> 00:26:45,352 Prednisone? 523 00:26:45,353 --> 00:26:49,273 Why would Katie steal an RX pad to prescribe herself steroids? 524 00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:52,234 My teammates used to stash stuff like this all the time to self-medicate injuries, 525 00:26:52,235 --> 00:26:53,819 especially if they didn't want Coach to know 526 00:26:53,820 --> 00:26:55,487 to stay in the game. 527 00:26:55,488 --> 00:26:56,947 Her wince. 528 00:26:56,948 --> 00:26:58,782 She said she was tired, but she's in pain. 529 00:26:58,783 --> 00:27:00,701 And hiding it to keep her job. 530 00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:02,454 She could go to jail for this. 531 00:27:11,255 --> 00:27:13,672 Any updates? 532 00:27:13,673 --> 00:27:17,970 Actually, I was hoping that you might be able to fill me in. 533 00:27:19,722 --> 00:27:24,143 Why have you been taking steroids for months, Katie? 534 00:27:25,561 --> 00:27:26,561 Uh... 535 00:27:36,155 --> 00:27:38,574 Uh... 536 00:27:39,867 --> 00:27:41,367 About six months ago, 537 00:27:41,368 --> 00:27:46,205 I was the first to arrive on-site for a 10-37-2, 538 00:27:46,206 --> 00:27:48,749 a life-threatening medical emergency. 539 00:27:48,750 --> 00:27:50,793 It was a fentanyl overdose. 540 00:27:50,794 --> 00:27:54,254 No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive. 541 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:57,091 I kept looking at him and thinking, 542 00:27:57,092 --> 00:27:59,259 "That could be my little brother." 543 00:27:59,260 --> 00:28:01,720 We got there before the cops, 544 00:28:01,721 --> 00:28:05,891 and I could have waited for them to secure the perimeter. 545 00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:09,269 But with an overdose, you know, every second 546 00:28:09,270 --> 00:28:10,145 is critical. 547 00:28:10,146 --> 00:28:11,897 You're safe. I-It's okay. 548 00:28:11,898 --> 00:28:14,108 It's okay, it's okay. 549 00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:16,194 Are you in any pain? 550 00:28:18,531 --> 00:28:20,907 You, you're a narc, huh? 551 00:28:24,370 --> 00:28:26,995 I'm a paramedic. 552 00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:30,458 I'm here to help... your friend. 553 00:28:31,836 --> 00:28:33,962 H-He needs an I.V. 554 00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:39,592 Move in! 555 00:28:41,137 --> 00:28:45,224 On the plus side, there was an ambulance on-site. 556 00:28:46,809 --> 00:28:50,479 I spent the next month bed rest. 557 00:28:51,689 --> 00:28:54,691 Gunshot wound healed, but the pain never left. 558 00:28:58,529 --> 00:29:01,991 Probably went back a little early, but... 559 00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:09,079 Me laying there, going over my mistakes wasn't good for me. 560 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,790 I feel better when I'm working. 561 00:29:11,791 --> 00:29:14,209 Adrenaline is my best medicine. 562 00:29:14,210 --> 00:29:16,879 Adrenaline is not a long-term solution, just like steroids. 563 00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,006 They both tear the body down long-term. 564 00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:20,674 Why didn't you tell anyone? 565 00:29:20,675 --> 00:29:24,011 The moment you can't carry your weight in the field, 566 00:29:24,012 --> 00:29:25,637 you're done. 567 00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:27,598 Steroids help me manage the pain. 568 00:29:27,599 --> 00:29:29,516 Well, the steroids may have made you feel better, 569 00:29:29,517 --> 00:29:31,518 but they also made you immunocompromised, 570 00:29:31,519 --> 00:29:33,979 which allowed the listeria to almost kill you. 571 00:29:33,980 --> 00:29:38,152 I can't imagine a world where I'm doing anything other than what I do. 572 00:29:40,196 --> 00:29:42,615 Saving lives keeps me alive. 573 00:29:44,617 --> 00:29:47,620 Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf? 574 00:29:49,538 --> 00:29:51,747 For what? 575 00:29:51,748 --> 00:29:53,957 It's pure conjecture. 576 00:29:53,958 --> 00:29:56,710 I didn't see you do anything. 577 00:29:56,711 --> 00:29:59,379 Listen... 578 00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:01,798 chronic pain is known as the invisible disease 579 00:30:01,799 --> 00:30:06,053 because there is no scan or test to quantify one's suffering. 580 00:30:06,054 --> 00:30:08,724 But that doesn't make it less real. 581 00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:11,934 Even after the pain leaves, your brain is changed, 582 00:30:11,935 --> 00:30:15,145 hardwired to look for it around every corner, behind every door. 583 00:30:15,146 --> 00:30:17,773 Sounds like you know from experience? 584 00:30:17,774 --> 00:30:20,859 Let's just say that you're not the only person in this room 585 00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:23,280 who's self-medicated. 586 00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:26,532 We're gonna wean you off the steroids slowly. 587 00:30:26,533 --> 00:30:28,450 You may not have this pain forever. 588 00:30:28,451 --> 00:30:30,870 Long-term, we need a new plan. 589 00:30:35,709 --> 00:30:38,961 So, as we discussed, this is an experimental solution 590 00:30:38,962 --> 00:30:41,006 to Finn's condition. 591 00:30:44,385 --> 00:30:47,302 We have a patient who uses naloxone in their line of work. 592 00:30:47,303 --> 00:30:49,429 It reminded me of a case study that showed 593 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:51,765 the drug can activate specific sodium channels in 594 00:30:51,766 --> 00:30:55,310 the neural pathway responsible for pain receptivity. 595 00:30:55,311 --> 00:30:58,480 Ideally, the naloxone will turn on Finn's pain receptors. 596 00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:01,401 - Like a switch? - Like a switch. Exactly. 597 00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:07,782 Ouch! 598 00:31:11,036 --> 00:31:12,744 So, what does this mean going forward? 599 00:31:12,745 --> 00:31:16,039 Finn will have to take naloxone daily in order to feel pain? 600 00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:18,709 Unfortunately, this isn't a long-term solution. 601 00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:22,296 The effects of the naloxone only last a few hours. 602 00:31:22,297 --> 00:31:25,549 That said, we're exploring fairly uncharted territory. 603 00:31:25,550 --> 00:31:28,719 With naloxone, we might be able to train Finn to be more aware 604 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:32,807 of his surroundings, conceptually know his limits. 605 00:31:38,856 --> 00:31:40,188 Ouch. 606 00:31:40,189 --> 00:31:42,983 That's what too cold feels like. 607 00:31:42,984 --> 00:31:45,152 Over time, Finn could differentiate 608 00:31:45,153 --> 00:31:47,029 between safe and dangerous, 609 00:31:47,030 --> 00:31:48,697 knowing which behaviors to avoid in the future. 610 00:31:48,698 --> 00:31:50,782 With constant supervision, we can expose him 611 00:31:50,783 --> 00:31:55,621 to new sensations and continue to learn together. 612 00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:58,165 You've given my son the gift of feeling pain. 613 00:31:58,166 --> 00:32:00,000 Good pain. 614 00:32:00,001 --> 00:32:02,504 Hey, there's hope. 615 00:32:04,089 --> 00:32:06,091 Good job. 616 00:32:12,973 --> 00:32:15,476 Mm! 617 00:32:17,770 --> 00:32:20,520 Can I please help you into bed? 618 00:32:20,521 --> 00:32:22,981 You look so uncomfortable, it's making my back hurt. 619 00:32:22,982 --> 00:32:24,650 I appreciate the offer, 620 00:32:24,651 --> 00:32:27,527 but this is my preferred sleep position. 621 00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:30,280 Oh, like my 97-year-old haraboji watching the news? 622 00:32:30,281 --> 00:32:33,742 97? You got good genes. 623 00:32:33,743 --> 00:32:37,665 He told me he's holding out because he wants his last check to bounce. 624 00:32:40,459 --> 00:32:41,752 Mm. 625 00:32:45,005 --> 00:32:47,381 I can't even sleep like a normal person. 626 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:52,552 Living in pain, there's no rest, no relief, 627 00:32:52,553 --> 00:32:55,557 only adrenaline, drugs, and distractions. 628 00:32:56,350 --> 00:32:59,059 But at the end of the day, it's always there. 629 00:32:59,060 --> 00:33:01,061 I've seen it break others. 630 00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:03,190 I know what comes next. 631 00:33:04,149 --> 00:33:07,903 My career, my health, my life. 632 00:33:09,029 --> 00:33:11,823 It feels like a death sentence. 633 00:33:16,537 --> 00:33:21,289 I can't imagine what you must feel physically each day, 634 00:33:21,290 --> 00:33:25,085 like your body doesn't answer to you anymore. 635 00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:29,297 But I do know what chronic emotional pain feels like, 636 00:33:29,298 --> 00:33:35,053 that ache or sting or throb you can't shake away. 637 00:33:35,054 --> 00:33:37,556 I get not wanting to stop 638 00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:41,227 or slow down long enough to let it catch up with you. 639 00:33:46,608 --> 00:33:48,235 I'm here. 640 00:33:49,945 --> 00:33:51,195 Okay? 641 00:34:01,623 --> 00:34:03,375 Close the door. 642 00:34:05,002 --> 00:34:07,377 What emergency can't be explained on the phone? 643 00:34:07,378 --> 00:34:09,588 I left the conference early to get back here. 644 00:34:09,589 --> 00:34:12,466 When I picked up Maya for dinner the other day, 645 00:34:12,467 --> 00:34:16,720 Alison was there waiting for me. 646 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:18,557 Are you okay? 647 00:34:19,516 --> 00:34:21,433 I'm-- I'm so sorry, 648 00:34:21,434 --> 00:34:24,811 but I have not seen her in months, I swear. 649 00:34:24,812 --> 00:34:26,480 You said you told me everything, 650 00:34:26,481 --> 00:34:28,523 but you never mentioned that Maya met her. 651 00:34:28,524 --> 00:34:31,318 What kind of man takes his daughter out to lunch 652 00:34:31,319 --> 00:34:33,028 with his mistress? 653 00:34:33,029 --> 00:34:35,739 What, were you testing the waters to see if they get along? 654 00:34:35,740 --> 00:34:39,201 No! That was way before anything happened with me and her. 655 00:34:39,202 --> 00:34:41,328 She seemed lonely. I was being nice. 656 00:34:41,329 --> 00:34:43,872 You were being nice? 657 00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:45,332 How could you do this to us? 658 00:34:45,333 --> 00:34:49,002 I have done everything for this family. 659 00:34:49,003 --> 00:34:52,756 I turned down jobs when your career was taking off. 660 00:34:52,757 --> 00:34:55,759 I was there before all the accolades and all the funding. 661 00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:59,471 I was the ideal partner. And for what? 662 00:34:59,472 --> 00:35:01,306 To live out of a duffel bag 663 00:35:01,307 --> 00:35:03,601 and only see my daughter every other weekend? 664 00:35:08,190 --> 00:35:10,357 I hate myself for putting us here. 665 00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:12,859 I wish I had an excuse. 666 00:35:12,860 --> 00:35:14,278 I don't. 667 00:35:17,282 --> 00:35:22,077 All I know is I'd do anything to put our family back together. 668 00:35:22,078 --> 00:35:25,372 So what can I do? 669 00:35:25,373 --> 00:35:28,460 I want you to tell me the truth. 670 00:35:29,336 --> 00:35:34,590 Did you sleep with her more than once? 671 00:35:40,556 --> 00:35:41,931 Yes. 672 00:35:45,811 --> 00:35:48,311 Were you in love with her? 673 00:35:48,312 --> 00:35:50,397 Mm. Mm. 674 00:35:50,398 --> 00:35:52,858 Get out of my office. 675 00:35:52,859 --> 00:35:54,276 No. No. 676 00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:56,027 - Get out! - Carol, I-- 677 00:35:56,028 --> 00:35:57,654 Hey, oh, hey, hey. 678 00:35:57,655 --> 00:36:00,073 I think she made herself clear, Morris. You need to go. 679 00:36:00,074 --> 00:36:01,409 Now. 680 00:36:19,094 --> 00:36:20,887 Oh! Oh, God! 681 00:36:22,389 --> 00:36:24,514 It's freezing in here. 682 00:36:24,515 --> 00:36:26,474 This better be worth it. 683 00:36:26,475 --> 00:36:28,727 Oh, believe me, ice baths reduce inflammation, 684 00:36:28,728 --> 00:36:31,062 stimulate blood flow, boost the immune system, 685 00:36:31,063 --> 00:36:33,440 and override pain by short- circuiting the nervous system. 686 00:36:33,441 --> 00:36:36,776 Also in the pro column, you remind me of Haley Graham from "Stick It." 687 00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:38,778 Crucial moment in my gay awakening. 688 00:36:38,779 --> 00:36:40,448 That I'll take. 689 00:36:42,409 --> 00:36:44,326 Ooh, God. What ever happened to the 690 00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:47,120 "we're gonna be in this together"? 691 00:36:47,121 --> 00:36:48,955 You should be in here with me. 692 00:36:48,956 --> 00:36:51,124 Ooh. It's a fat chance. 693 00:36:51,125 --> 00:36:52,500 Oh, my God, this-- 694 00:36:52,501 --> 00:36:55,045 Oh, well, here he goes. - Ohh! 695 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:56,922 Jesus. - Okay. 696 00:36:56,923 --> 00:37:00,759 Ooh! - ♪ Call me when you need someone ♪ 697 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,010 Oh! 698 00:37:02,011 --> 00:37:04,220 You're not such a tough guy now, are you? 699 00:37:04,221 --> 00:37:05,764 Not what this feel like. 700 00:37:05,765 --> 00:37:08,683 What you doing talking over there? 701 00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:11,978 The ancient Greeks spoke of pain as an emotion, 702 00:37:11,979 --> 00:37:14,815 a feeling intertwined with who we are. 703 00:37:16,068 --> 00:37:18,693 And to an extent, they were right. 704 00:37:18,694 --> 00:37:21,446 Pain originates in the brain. 705 00:37:21,447 --> 00:37:24,074 One brain can feel too much pain 706 00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:26,660 while another feels no pain at all. 707 00:37:26,661 --> 00:37:29,871 Rather than seeing it as something to squash or conquer, 708 00:37:29,872 --> 00:37:32,749 true healing requires us to acknowledge our pain. 709 00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:36,711 You know, PT is gonna go a long way for Katie, Dang. 710 00:37:36,712 --> 00:37:39,130 Nice work. - Nah, that's all her. 711 00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,382 She's a living shero. 712 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:42,676 Low-key... 713 00:37:42,677 --> 00:37:44,469 you two would make a cute couple. 714 00:37:44,470 --> 00:37:47,430 Not all lesbians are into each other, okay? 715 00:37:47,431 --> 00:37:50,433 And, uh, she has a partner, anyways, so... 716 00:37:50,434 --> 00:37:53,853 You do know that's what paramedics call their coworkers, right? 717 00:37:53,854 --> 00:37:57,023 Katie told me she's single as a Pringle. 718 00:37:57,024 --> 00:38:00,527 ♪ Call me when you need someone ♪ 719 00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:05,198 Uh, well, maybe you should practice what you preach 720 00:38:05,199 --> 00:38:06,908 and go for it, too. 721 00:38:06,909 --> 00:38:08,868 What do you mean? 722 00:38:08,869 --> 00:38:11,872 Like, I haven't noticed the chemistry between you and Erika? 723 00:38:13,917 --> 00:38:17,336 I'm just saying, be a shame if you didn't shoot your shot. 724 00:38:20,215 --> 00:38:22,674 You don't know anything. 725 00:38:22,675 --> 00:38:25,719 ♪ Or maybe it'll make it worse, I don't know... ♪ 726 00:38:25,720 --> 00:38:29,141 Hi. 727 00:38:30,892 --> 00:38:32,851 Oh! 728 00:38:32,852 --> 00:38:34,644 - How are you doing? - Mm. 729 00:38:34,645 --> 00:38:36,771 I've seen better days. 730 00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:40,108 I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me... 731 00:38:40,109 --> 00:38:42,318 always. 732 00:38:42,319 --> 00:38:44,405 For being my first responder. 733 00:38:46,074 --> 00:38:50,368 Is Josh the reason you upgraded to the 21st century? 734 00:38:50,369 --> 00:38:53,121 Yeah, we don't have to talk about it. It's not important. 735 00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:54,873 No, no, don't do that. 736 00:38:54,874 --> 00:38:57,208 I'm sorry I was so curt the other day. 737 00:38:57,209 --> 00:38:59,252 My own love life's in shambles. 738 00:38:59,253 --> 00:39:02,132 But I am happy for you. 739 00:39:03,633 --> 00:39:06,509 And I could use a hint of romance in my life. 740 00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:09,345 So, dish. Who made the first move? 741 00:39:09,346 --> 00:39:11,973 - Uh, that would be me. - Ooh! 742 00:39:11,974 --> 00:39:13,641 I completely forgot to tell you 743 00:39:13,642 --> 00:39:15,268 my mother caught us kissing in the elevator. 744 00:39:15,269 --> 00:39:19,481 Wait, wait! So, I'm a step behind Muriel now? 745 00:39:19,482 --> 00:39:21,316 - Yeah, well... - Dang! 746 00:39:21,317 --> 00:39:24,110 What I would have given to see the look on her face. 747 00:39:24,111 --> 00:39:26,946 Ultimately, pain tells us to pay attention... 748 00:39:26,947 --> 00:39:29,199 ...look closer. 749 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:32,702 Only then can we grow and move forward. 750 00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:35,497 Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right? 751 00:39:35,498 --> 00:39:37,957 Jacob, hey. 752 00:39:37,958 --> 00:39:39,167 Everything okay? 753 00:39:39,168 --> 00:39:41,461 Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay? 754 00:39:41,462 --> 00:39:44,464 I just-- I wanted to make up for the other times I showed up unannounced. 755 00:39:44,465 --> 00:39:46,800 It meant a lot to me, you being there. 756 00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:49,469 I just wanted you to know that. 757 00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:51,513 I appreciate you, 758 00:39:51,514 --> 00:39:53,932 but now isn't really a great time. 759 00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:55,100 Yeah. 760 00:39:55,101 --> 00:39:56,810 Rain check maybe? 761 00:39:56,811 --> 00:40:00,980 Of course. Yeah. I'll-- I'll leave you to it. 762 00:40:00,981 --> 00:40:03,483 Oh, um, just a heads-up-- The light's still flickering 763 00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:05,443 like it's "The Shining" in your lobby. 764 00:40:05,444 --> 00:40:08,655 You should tell your super. - Yeah, I've been telling him about that. 765 00:40:08,656 --> 00:40:10,990 And thanks for the ice cream. It is my favorite. 766 00:40:10,991 --> 00:40:12,659 Yeah. 767 00:40:12,660 --> 00:40:14,245 Night, Jacob. 768 00:40:19,167 --> 00:40:22,335 ♪ Call me when you need someone ♪ 769 00:40:22,336 --> 00:40:25,464 ♪ I could be your 911 ♪ 770 00:40:28,135 --> 00:40:29,717 Who was that? 771 00:40:29,718 --> 00:40:31,803 Uh... nobody. 772 00:40:31,804 --> 00:40:34,556 Wrong apartment. 773 00:40:34,557 --> 00:40:36,432 So... 774 00:40:36,433 --> 00:40:38,601 what's it like being with someone 775 00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,770 when you have Mirror-Touch? 776 00:40:40,771 --> 00:40:43,148 It's, uh, pretty intense. 777 00:40:43,149 --> 00:40:44,607 Mm. 778 00:40:44,608 --> 00:40:47,110 Really intense, actually. 779 00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:49,612 How about for you? 780 00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:52,782 ♪ 'Cause I could be your 911 ♪ 781 00:40:52,783 --> 00:40:56,912 I would say... it's a definite perk. 782 00:41:29,070 --> 00:41:30,737 Alison, this is a welfare check. 783 00:41:30,738 --> 00:41:33,240 We're coming in. 784 00:41:38,413 --> 00:41:40,413 Alison? Alison? 785 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:42,541 Is she breathing? 786 00:42:21,748 --> 00:42:24,042 Greg, move your head.